i have A LOT of sex dreams. and my sex dreams are so vivid and real, most often i wake myself up having an orgasm. i can date my sex dreams/dreamgasms back to high school even. and they are really the only dreams i can ever remember after waking up, even years later.
sometimes sex dreams are amazing, like when i dream about travis barker. and sometimes they are scary. but in the last month, a new type of sex dream has been recurring and it’s driving me mad. the EX-SEX DREAM.
at least once a week for the past 4 weeks, i have been having the most mind-blowing sex with the guy i broke up with – in my dreams. what makes these dreams even more frustrating is the fact that i slept with this guy for over two years, so in my dreams, he knows exactly what to do and then some.
i know there is nothing i can do to stop these dreams. my subconscious will hopefully only play out these dream-porn sessions until they’ve been adequately replaced by a new interest.
the worst part though, is the constant soundtrack that has been playing in my head. debbie gibson said it best HOWEVER having Fergie singing it live on Kids, Inc. (my most favoritest show in the whole wide world when i was a kid) makes everything way better